The photo that got my attention

Today I uploaded a photo taken of me a month ago. I knew I had gotten big, but geez, I didn't think I had gotten that big. Yikes, what a heiffer.

Tonight I see a physicarn who will let me know if I qualify for the program -- I think it goes without saying that I will get in. "No, I'm sorry, you're not fat enough! Come back when you've gained some weight."

There is a two - hour class to follow and then I will officially start the program. Got to admit that I'm a bit scared to start. This program is going to be a HUGE change for me, but if I'm going to put in the $ and the time I'm going to do it. I really need to -- as you can see.

I had a "sit down" with my husband and son about a week ago and they seem pretty supportive. My son said that he didn't need the sweets that I was bringing home for him--which is a big deal.  I will be eating only the food the program provides which disrupts the family meal cycle. shopping, cooking, cleaning up--all disrupted. I hope my husband will stop asking me "What's for dinner?" every night since I won't be actively participating in the shopping, planning, etc. and the fact that he generally prepares dinner every night.